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4/29/09 02:26 am - baby heads planted in the ground don't make baby trees

My health is failing. I need to go back to the hematologist because I've been developing bruises in random spots all over my body. I have one really bad one on my hip, one on my right tit, and multiple little circle shaped bruises all over my legs and arms. Theres also a nice purple one on my ass too but that's from falling off of a skateboard. I look like an abused child.

On another note, I'm really excited for this summer. It's going to be fucking excellent. I'm going to Rhode Island for sure. I might be going to Ohio to see Marissa, and my mom has been talking about Oregon. Hopefully it all happens.

4/23/09 07:19 pm - we built a garden

4/13/09 02:07 am - woooo

Youth Activism Gathering is this weekend, I AM FUCKING PUMPED. It's going to be so much fun.

"You move awfully quiet now,
and I still feel you everywhere"

4/13/09 01:50 am

I'm tired of feeling just okay.

4/2/09 07:28 pm - We kept it safe and slow. The quiet things that no one ever knows.

Keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground.
Today's the day it gets tired.
Today's the day we drop down.
Give up my body in bed.
All for an empty hotel.
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals.

You were strangely and unusually attractive. I wanted to talk to you all the time. I still do I guess. I'm going to push those feelings into the back of my head and forget about them. I wish it was easy, or different. I thought this was good. I wish it was, but I guess it isn't. Why can't you see what's right in front of you?

3/29/09 02:10 am

i remember when your birthday is

3/17/09 08:40 pm - andrew

is really cute.
i like him a lot.

2/21/09 07:37 pm

i'm listening to a band that i can barely make out the words too,
the lyrics are the best part.

2/8/09 11:43 pm - fuck you

thats all i really feel like saying

i dont need you or anyone else.

12/14/08 02:43 am

I'm so unsure of myself
nothing makes sense right now
it never really does

11/29/08 09:37 pm

I don't know who I am or what I'm doing.
I'm always confused.
I don't like being alone because when I'm alone it gives me time to think.
I'm alone most of the time anyway.
I hurt other people too often, and I hurt myself too often.
I can never explain how I feel.

10/30/08 09:49 pm

Don't forget to travel with Zech
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